i've been eating mcD for the past 3 days.. i felt so blotted and wanting to puke..
wahlau.. can be tat jelak (bored, fed up, satiated) one meh?
told myself yesterday.. "Ivy..no more mcD.. dun even drive near mcD.."

guess wat??

today (Mon) Wilbur, Patrick (a new found fren) and i went for lunch, the guys took at least 30min in the jam from town to the church to pick me, and decided to go against the school traffic, go to somewhere besides town for lunch. where else?? McD lor.. we tried another option, tat is tamu, but tamu's shops already closed.. so no choice..have to go mcD.. !!!!!!!!

geeeeeeeeesssssss.. there is NO OTHER CHOICE.. but mcD.. so so pathethic!!

this rang a bell in my head.. this is just like..whenever we decided to 'not to do' something, the situation always force us to 'give in'.. give u an example... just like when come to season of fasting and praying, say, i've decided to fast all the lunches.. and guess what?? free lunches are often offered during that PARTICULAR PERIOD OF TIME.. and these 'free' lunches or 'birthdays' lunches never come during off fasting season.. hahaha.. so.. if give face? then have to give in to 'temptation'.. practicing self control?? temptations are always greater than self control.. hehe.. eat first regret later?? sounds so not 'spiritual' .. hhahaha..

see.. i dun wish tat one day i'm showing/blogging a photo of myself like these two mcD ladies.. it will be the worst..worst..WORST nightmare ever in my whole life..

ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

so.. ya.. i'm gonna sit tight and record down from this day, oh no.. today broke liao.. from tomorrow onwards.. till APRIL.. how many times have i gave in to temptations.. how many times i said NO to temptations.. in terms of McDonalds.. hehe

Last Sunday of the year 2008, Rev David Wong challenged us to take a book to record down the everyday blessings we received.. so that we may able to count our blessings at the very end of the year.. yupe.. i think i wan to do that.. still not too late.. but i'm gonna count my success in saying no to Temptations too.. ;)