this is how i feel..


with a lil help from my saving..

and part of my birthday gift (thx dear *winkwink*)

at last...

i got my Mr Sony Ericson K660i




yea babe...


GOD YOU ARE JUST TOO GOOD TO ME.. MUAKZZ

i am now following this taiwanese drama on Astro on Demand.

just like a normal taiwanese idol drama..some phase is kinda slow.. but somehow i miss taiwanese drama..so i folo parts and bits of it..not so bad afterall.

good thing AOD brought in taiwanese drama once awhile. :P

one of the quote that caught me is when the son asked the stepmother
'what is marriage? why do people get married?'
'结婚是什么？人为什么要结婚？’

the stepmother answered,

i really like this answer.. and i shall remember it..

ehhh.... this one.. i like oh..

i so like loh..

coz... coz.. is 'LIME GREEN'... and ' WHITE ' .

i have been 'looking' at 'him' these few days..

i saw 'him' during lunch yesterday..

since then i keep dreaming about 'him' ..

as if..

'he' is calling me... ' come and get me baby..'

wahahahhahaha..

i am soooo going crazy..

seriously lorrr..

cant get 'him' out of my mind..

i went to see 'him' again today..

goshh... how now??

budget?... $_$?

oh no...

i'm so in love with 'him'..

*'he' is basically just Mr Sony Ericson K660i

It was a challenge indeed to get myself right once again..

Dunno why.. out of no way.. i'm having the feeling to make 'fortune cookies' for the coming chinese new year. Don't get me wrong.. nope.. i DO NOT intend to make it as it looks like a 'fortune telling' thingy.. but rather, wishing that i could put in some words of wisdom and blessings for those who eat them. i bet it will be very interesting. hehe.. i looked up for the recipe, it seems simple in making it...but again. it depends on the mood. i hope i can try out first.. if it is a success.. why not..rite? so when you come visit me at my house or my office, you can have a piece of them and be encouraged by the message in it. How wonderful it will be... these excite me..

what is 'fortune cookies'? ..it is basically a vanila flavoured cookie with a piece of message in it. either in terms of 'luck' or 'numbers' (so tat they can go gamble)..well.. funny thing is that i found out that these cookies are more popular in the chinese restaurant in western countries compare to the asian countries. if it is from the chinese.. it should be from the china rite? apparently it may originates from japan. when the japanese or chinese imigrant went to america, they introduced it to the americans, the americans like it, and it became well known. still remember the movie 'freaky friday'?? hehe

so.. i want to make a FORTUNE COOKIE that will bring a SMILE to those who have it. :)

it sounds good.

for now.. i need wisdom..

i've been eating mcD for the past 3 days.. i felt so blotted and wanting to puke..
wahlau.. can be tat jelak (bored, fed up, satiated) one meh?
told myself yesterday.. "Ivy..no more mcD.. dun even drive near mcD.."

guess wat??

today (Mon) Wilbur, Patrick (a new found fren) and i went for lunch, the guys took at least 30min in the jam from town to the church to pick me, and decided to go against the school traffic, go to somewhere besides town for lunch. where else?? McD lor.. we tried another option, tat is tamu, but tamu's shops already closed.. so no choice..have to go mcD.. !!!!!!!!

geeeeeeeeesssssss.. there is NO OTHER CHOICE.. but mcD.. so so pathethic!!

this rang a bell in my head.. this is just like..whenever we decided to 'not to do' something, the situation always force us to 'give in'.. give u an example... just like when come to season of fasting and praying, say, i've decided to fast all the lunches.. and guess what?? free lunches are often offered during that PARTICULAR PERIOD OF TIME.. and these 'free' lunches or 'birthdays' lunches never come during off fasting season.. hahaha.. so.. if give face? then have to give in to 'temptation'.. practicing self control?? temptations are always greater than self control.. hehe.. eat first regret later?? sounds so not 'spiritual' .. hhahaha..

see.. i dun wish tat one day i'm showing/blogging a photo of myself like these two mcD ladies.. it will be the worst..worst..WORST nightmare ever in my whole life..

ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

so.. ya.. i'm gonna sit tight and record down from this day, oh no.. today broke liao.. from tomorrow onwards.. till APRIL.. how many times have i gave in to temptations.. how many times i said NO to temptations.. in terms of McDonalds.. hehe

Last Sunday of the year 2008, Rev David Wong challenged us to take a book to record down the everyday blessings we received.. so that we may able to count our blessings at the very end of the year.. yupe.. i think i wan to do that.. still not too late.. but i'm gonna count my success in saying no to Temptations too.. ;)

Yupe.. this is my second obession for now..
i picked up end of last year, 2008.. of coz the 3 by 3 ones.. and...

and...and...

..until i feel like i'm becoming like this guy in the picture.. hahahaa..

so obsess with the formulars..

left, clock, up, down. right...*blur*

from time to time, tried to understand how actually it goes..
and how can it be like tat.. but.. nah.. failed to understand..

theodore said..'who cares.. just memorised them ler'..

so i took his advice..and now.. i still thinking 'why like tat?'

hahahaha.. if i know, i would b tat Mr Rubix..keke.

so, thanks to samuel and theodore lar.. now i'm hooked into it..

and... and after 3 weeks (on and off) of asking and asking..

the best part now is....

NOW I CAN SOLVED IT.. !!

wuhuuuhuuu...all by my self... wakakakkaka

*clap hands.. clap hands..*

this is the very first BEST thing that happened to me in 2009!!
I love that feeling..

I really do not why.. but i'm obsesss with lines.. lines and patterns actually.. but i have much much love for lines.. colourful lines... and seeing one makes me HAPPY.. u know wat i mean? when i go window shopping.. when i see stripes either dress.. shirts.. tie.. pants..bags..purses..stationeries.. anything la..as long as with colourful lines.. i will go back and have a second look.. and value and consider whether is worth wearing, buying for others or even owning it.. normally those small small things i end up buying them..eventhou i dun even need them.. haha.. i guess tat's my sickness.. if you know me enough.. you would probly notice it.. or maybe not.. haha.. i like..but i dun really own many things that are with stripes.. hmm.. how do i put it.. hmm.. i like to see.. i buy.. but sometimes i chose to give away.. sometimes i keep and not use it.. specially wrapping papers.. geess.. i have tones of them.. unuse.. then later when my sisters wanna wrap some gifts.. they will use it WITHOUT my permission.. so..there goes my stripy-wrappers.. haha.. that is also why i get sammie to make my blog background to be with colourful lines.. (thx girl) .. and one more thing.. even one of my favourite ice cream.. , the wrapper is with colourful stripes!!!.. haha.. can u guess which one.?? (i'll buy u one if u r rite). not the 'mat kool' ah.. ada class sikit one.. wakakaka..

Pictures for Christmas

Christmas Eve...

Christmas Eve...

Christmas Eve...

Christmas Day...


Lord Thank You for Christmas...
You Came.. You Saved.. You Loved..
You Come.. You Save.. You Love

yupe.. continue with wat i left yesterday

7th December 2008, Sunday

ov graduation sunday 2008

A Gift of Appreciation from the Graduates..

how lovely..

the 4 Zs on the left.. the 6 graduates on the right

touched...

seriously.. i dunno wat is this guy doing during my message to the graduates and the OVs.. he was sure having great fun behind at the conference room.. i laughed so much when i saw tis picture... and i dun care.. i'm posting it.. wakakkakaka.. hope this will 'cheer' you up as much.. yupe.. i heard he is calling me.. WHO CARES!!! hahaha