Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 5:15 PM
High BP = Bad sign…????


It was not the first time I was told that my blood pressure (BP) was high. In a few occasions during the church’s blood donation campaign, my blood pressure was kinda high.. so meaning to say I was rejected by the nurses for giving blood. It wasn’t easy to handle it.. coz i dun like rejection and also kinda worry.. something must be really wrong somewhere inside..

Last Saturday’s blood donation campaign (20th Sept).. I went for a test again.. hehe.. I knew I can’t give lar.. coz of PMS, I just want to take a chance to check on my BP.. gee.. to my horror.. it was really bad.. it was like 150 over 110? I cant really remember the lower one, but the upper one enuf to shock me.. the nurse was like.. ‘mana kau kerja oh?’.. I was laughing there and said ‘sini lor’.. hahah.. I know they intend it for good.. maybe they think I over stressed or too busy with work.. therefore my BP reads it loud and HIGH.. wow.. I’m scared man..

Think about it.. maybe these few weeks, I’ve been really stressed up.. though I appear to be ‘ok’ ..ahaha.. worry about my reading assignments, my paper assignments, my upcoming meetings, my upcoming planning for the youths’ Christmas, what we going to do next? Bla bla bla bla… is all running in my head.. try to settle it by writing down and listing it.. guess wat.. it DOESN’T WORK AT ALL.. or maybe is the Overcomers who really stressed me out.. the way we live as Christians sometimes really breaking hearts.. but who may live righteously? See.. Worry again… so.. tat’s it la.. should I put a blame on all these? Maybe it was just my lack of self discipline and my lack of faith to the Almighty.. but still I will cry.. ‘Lord help me Lord.. I nid You’.. sounds familiar? Hehehe

After talking to my dear doctor fren, she advised me to go for a week of BP test.. every single day.. hmm.. seems like a challenge to me.. but for my own sake.. I think I will wan to do that.. today is Monday.. let’s start today, maybe later part of the afternoon when the patients tak ramai... and see how I can keep track with.. will show my report card next week…hopefully.. diet..diet..diet…hehe

No matter what the outcome will be…

Should I not put my trust in my God, who cares for me much more than anything else..
Should I not give thanks to Him, for He has never fail to be by my side, even at times I chose to hurt Him..
Should I not praise Him..
Should I not find joy in Him..
Should I not hold on to Him..
Should I not love Him and just love Him only..


A VERSE TO CLAIM
A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22

A Joy for the inner part of my heart is what I ask Lord, Joy in serving You, Joy in sharing, Joy in loving….Grant I pray. Amen!

Make me laugh y’all.. Make me happy.. hahaha..

Oh no.. just now after meeting.. boss said wanna see our assignments b4 end of sept.. WARRHHGGHHGHG!!! Help me Lord.. (really in a hot plate now)

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