Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 3:02 PM
Do You have God before you die?!

佳宫妹 says: I wan to go buy sumthing, and wan to bring you
K says: why nid to find ppl comapny u,: u scare lonely?
佳宫妹 says: ya lor.. lonely is scary
K says: aharx
佳宫妹 says: so i cannot die single..
K says: if u die u wan who to die with u?
佳宫妹 says: YOU LOR..
K says: then i die with u la but u don die 1st:.. keke

Hahaha.. tat was part of the conversation I have with a very cute ‘fren’ of mine. i simplified some lar.. hehe..
Frankly speaking.. dying alone.. without frenz and family members at your side could be a very scary thing. I dunno.. I wish mine will not be me and myself. Tat will be super pathetic. But if I have a husband or child to leave behind.. tat will be a very sad thing too.. but I think at least I was with them before and will be in their memories.. I’m sure and hope my frenz will remember me lar.. at least for the goods not the bad time.. haha.

have you ever wonder..
What kind of death you want as the ‘full stop’ of your life?
How you wan your tombstone to be?
Which picture you wan to display?
What phrase or words to be engraved on your tombstone?
How you want your obituary to be written?
Have you start writing your will?
What songs you wish they will sing during your funeral?

I’ve been thinking about it quite sometime. Just end of last month, we were in the bus on our way to Telupid. this conversation took place:
Uncle : wah this so and so in Labuan died of heart attack last night (he was reading newspaper)
Aunty: wah so kesian young, so sudden’ .
Me: wah good lar.. died in your sleep.. I want oh.. suddenly just go.. no need to cause family to suffer because of your sickness.. thou is sad but well.. just like tat can go home liao.. so good..’
Aunty: choi.. you wan meh? How can like tat? Just die like tat?
Uncle: ya lor, dun even wan to say goodbyes and 交代 (leave final words) ?
Me: no need lar.. say your goodbyes whenever you can.. if sick then die very susah one.. sendiri suffer, family suffer, frens see you suffer, they also suffer, financial suffer too.. if die terus, paling paling susah is the finance part, but at least they wont depress because seeing you suffer ma. Dunno lar.. good and bad lar..but no matter what must ready lar. Still one day it will come.
Aunty and Uncle just kept quiet and shake their heads.

Well this is just my point of view. Maybe now because I’m single, only I tak sampai hati see my parents and siblings see me die just like that.. but if I’m married, I have more to leave behind, my husband and children.. maybe then I will have different mentality ler. But maybe I’m just selfish, I still rather choose that wish. To die in a sudden. Better still in a sleep.. haha.. Anyhow the last thing I wan my love ones (tat includes my frens and youths) to do is to see me suffer from any sicknesses. If I were to call by God just like that, I know my God really loves me, so much that He granted my wish to take me home in such a manner.

Anyway.. this is my prayer.. this is my wish.
Bottom line is.. I have God I shall not fear death.

For you, if you still fear of death, even you think you are still young and you think is a long way to decide and to think about death.. let me tell you one thing.. you will never know when you are going to leave this world. Maybe today.. maybe tomorrow.. you will never know.

If you have fear and worry what is next after your life. Come to Jesus, for Jesus says, ‘I’m the way the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except thru Me.’ Jesus died, Jesus rose again, He has overcome the Death, so give your life to Jesus and have Him in your life today.

If you are far away from God, come back to Him today, He is waiting for you to run back to His arm.

If you think you are on the right track. Great! Abide in Him and He will abide in you. And you shall not fear death.



used to be quiet..but now QUIET NO MORE..

loving God..
loving people.. specially da Youthzz..
not forgeting Jagung(sweet corn)too..
working for God..
working for the people..specially da Youthzz..


totz of wat I wish for my Blog..
be A place ..

* to give Glory to God;
* to know me MORE
* to learn wat i've gone thru
* for encouragementz & funz
* for precious momentz
* to inspire others
* to express myself, my inner totz
... and you tell me..


"One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek HIm in His temple."
~ Psalm 27:4


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