Wednesday, May 7, 2008 @ 5:43 PM
CONFUSED.. helpless..


I have not been thinking right.. I cant think straight too..
I dunno why.. I wonder why..
My temper is rising.. and I couldn’t help it.. no no no.. not pms.. haha..
My brain is stuck with some kind of rubbish.. arghh…I hate it .. I hate it..
RUBBISH = i dunno what i’m thinking or even I think too much of the unnecessary
FOCUS!! FOCUS!! FOCUS!! FOCUS IVY!!

I think I’m under certain ‘burden’ or ‘stress’ or ‘bondage’.… !! wat? I dunno!! argghhh…. So confused and ….so angry with myself…

I am helpless Lord. Help me…
Lord, help me
to ...
dwell in Your house,
rest in Your presence,
ponder upon Your works,
taste upon Your goodness.
Draw me to Your well.. amen!!


Quick updates!!

This coming Sunday is Mother’s Day, but for our family, we celebrated it early.. we went for dinner last night..coz it’s also mom’s birthday (Chinese lunar calendar).. hehe.. yea u must be thinking why are we so ‘old-fashioned’ rite? Well it was dad’s idea..so as good children, we obey lor.. haha..

Yesterday’s Day Off was kinda relax one.. as usual.. (I’m goin to say tis again and again.. haha.) I slept in late.. catch up with my drama.. then I off to the hospital to settle some of dad’s medicines.. managed to get medic for myself too (for my phlegm) and also for nellie’s nose.. hehe.. really THANK GOD for friends.. then we headed for lunch at ‘Staffs’ Canteen’ aka Mom’s canteen ler.. haha.. then send all back to work.. went home.. Proceed with my drama and afternoon nap. Dunno why, as long as I take any medic, I will always feel sleepy.. hinn hinn lor..
I would say is rather a relax day for myself. And I thank God for that. And also thank God for healing hands, for answering prayers, for the care and concerns from frenz. I’M WELL NOW.. Let’s Rock n’ Roll.. hahaha…LUV YA!!.

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~ Psalm 27:4


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