was uploading pictures into my facebook album..

check it out if got time.. haha

oh ya ...

this is my new look!! hahaa..

is one week old liao lar.. haha

as most of you know, I was serving in the Worship Team as vocalist for quite some times now, one of the veterans actually (old generation if you were to call it). sometimes the Lord speaks during the P&W time, sometimes the Lord brings me to see myself deeper, or even to show me about myself, to remind me something by seeing how others worship Him. sometimes, i was pretty encouraged by brothers and sisters who 'enjoying' their 'worship', how real God is to them when they praise and adore Him, sometimes i can see tears in their eyes as they sing their hearts out to the Lord, as they raised up their hands in surrender and thanksgiving... of coz sometimes i couldnt deny, i got pretty discouraged by those who were busy talking during P&W, busy SMS, busy chewing gums, folding arms as if they were watching a performance. (yes!! i know i shouldnt as i suppose to worship Him too, still i see some are like that, maybe even myself)

Yesterday, while i was 'serving' and worshipping, as usual i saw different people with different attitudes of worship. there was this particular person that i've observed for a long time, the first time *he came for worship services, i can tell *he was really enjoying and worshipping the Lord (of coz who are me to judge, but tat's how i'm interpreting), i used to see *him worship and encouraged by the way *he worship, but recently, as the days go by, it was not like tat anymore, *he was quiet most of the time, *he was not in the 'mood' of worshipping, *he was as if fulfilling his duty to attend church. *he was as if angry with God, or disappointed with Him, and that got me began to wonder..

is the Music too loud??
the singers were bad???

not *his favourite songs??

is *he tired of the songs we sing??

is it *him? or Him??

where was the Joy of worshipping like before??

i was struggling within me with all these questions.. as i felt that maybe the Lord was saying something... maybe i am seeing myself in *him.

i have to admit, not all the songs we sing every weekends are my favourite songs, some songs are really hard to sing, some songs i felt that we sang too many times. some songs the rythm just doesnt seem right.. yet i sing, bcos i have to. so i began to evaluate myself, asking myself all possible questions.. about my serving.. my worship unto the Lord.. my relationship with the One i worship. as how sad i saw this *brother, that is how sad i see myself.

is worship just a mere 'singing'???

without right music, right singer, right tune, right timing,
right energy, right mood... we can't 'worship'?

the Web defined it as below:

worship is idolize
(love unquestioningly and uncritically or to excess; venerate as an idol);

worship is showing devotion to (a deity);

worship is adoration; surrender;

worship is giving up everything, just to spend time with ONE person.

again, it all depends who we choose to worship. as Christians, we know it is God Himself.

i believe God has once again reminded me, and shouting it out to me 'Yea!! that what I mean!!' it is just the 'human' me taking all excuses not to focus on Him. forgive me Lord.

yes i have to agree, it is not easy, when something went wrong.. but that 'something' should not deprive us from worshipping. there should not be any other 'excuses' anymore for not worshipping the Lord.

let me introduce to you another Meal that i cherish a lot

this meal is none other than .....

this..

a loaf of bread and a can of Curry Ayam Cap Yeos.. hahhaah

thank God for microwave... i have it warm and yummy

i had a lovely lunch today.. thanks for peggie too who reminded me this Meal..

this is actually my childhood meal.. i remembered vividly sharing this with an old pakcik who used to tumpang my dad's inn (he used to run an inn, and we stayed). in fact not i shared with him.. he shared it with me.. this old man (couldnt really remember his face), every day, almost everyday, would take a small can of curry chicken and soak it into a hot water (to warm it), then opened it and dip it with uncut bread.. whenever i was near him, he would share a piece with me. ohh... God bless his heart.. :) and i really enjoyed it..

today, as peggie told me that was her breakfast, i was liked 'ting!!'..i'm goin to have it for lunch.. i went back home, went to the bakery downstairs and bought a loaf of uncut bread (normaly they have between 11.30am to 12.30pm - as the bread are still warm, they couldnt cut it), bought a can of curry chicken.. went home, microwaved the curry.. cut the bread and dip it in for my lunch..

that sweet memories...


that i cherish...


thank you Lord..

*wink wink*


p/s... please make sure your bread is not sliced.. lagi best..!!! kaka

wow.. i have not been really checking on my blog tis week..coz pretty busy.. then... today i found out.. my blog's visitors has exceeding the number 6000.. where i've not acknowledged and give thanks to God and the readers..

WOW.. thank you so much..

love reigns... cheers..

someone told me these...

If you are SMART, you are LAZY..

I am lazy *wink*

If you are CREATIVE, you are NOT ORGANIZED..

I am disorganized *winkwink*



If you are ARTISTIC, you are CREATE PROBLEMS..

i'm not artistic *winkwinkwink*

AND .. i somehow agree with these.. wat say you??
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NOW TELL ME!!

Who says God created us EQUAL??
He did not.. in fact He made us all INDIVIDUAL & UNIQUE
Only.. the Love He is for us is EQUAL

Therefore...
if God loves the way you are,
why then you dislike who you are?

it was May 3rd 2009

the Overcomers are anticipating the National Bible Knowledge Postal Quiz 2009, organised by the Scripture Union. and we did it in Hosanna Hall, cause the Jkids need the church for presentation practise.

still.. i thank God for the great turnout.. thou some of them did not study, or read, they still turned up. and i'm encouraged.. Thank You Overcomers!!

siapa fail kena belanja McDonalds.. kaka.

diligently...

not for adrian.. who was doing strecthing instead of answering the questions. hahaha

very carefully...
natalie not strecthing..but scratching her head.. keke


to the birthday girl..
Happy Blessed Birthday my Dear.. ;)
keke..